My so called life

Well shit! My life has seriously gone down the toilet so quickly. Or maybe not. All depends on how you look at it! I am not sure if I am Mr. Self destructive or I just have one of those lives. It's all good. For whatever reason I am not sure I would change anything that has happened to me in the last 30 days.

First off, my wife hates my fucking guts. She has good reason to I guess but I think we are both at fault for our dislike for each other. We have had an insanely bad year with too much stress and it can wear on a relationship pretty quick. So I think we are wits end with each other. We will be going to counseling soon to see if we can mend it. If not, then we will call it quits. The worst part is that I am not sure how much I will be able to see my son. Who literally is my best friend in the world. I am thinking we can work thru this and become the kick as Team Cackmandu once a again. So I am going into this with an open mind.

I just wish that we could tear down the walls that we have built and have a clean slate of you will. I know this is hard for women to do because they love grudges and holding things against men. We'll see.

Then to top off this kick ass month, I was FIRED about a 2 weeks ago. Yep! Fired! It's all good. I know that I did nothing wrong. My boss just didn't like me. She had a grudge against me since day 1 and fired me because she personally didn't like me. So one day she told me I had a meeting and I arrived and was fired. It was joke. I have the union trying to fight for my job back. I hope that I get it so I can tell that bitch to fuck herself. I was actually looking for another job already and had an interview the morning of my firing. It was to a place that I had turned down to stay at the college. They wanted to hire me and all I had to do was go take a drug test and if all goes well I will start in next Monday. So things work out for the best. This job isn;t what I want but it will help bring us back out of this financial devastation quicker. So I will bust my ass and bring us out of debt and then start putting money away again and getting my ass out of Maryland. I just wanna go home.

Oh and a funny story about my drug test. I had to drive up the road about an hour or so to take this drug test. So I drank 1.5 liters of water on the drive up there. So I was ripe when I showed up. I had my son with me and they said he couldn't come in the back with me. So I was pissed and had to call my wife to come and get my son. So me and my son drove up to Ikea in College Park and peed. We also had their yummy swedish meatballs. My wife had taken my son and I wnet back to this place. I drank more water and was ready to go. I showed up and signed in and sat around for about 45 minutes. My dick was physically hurting I had to pee so bad. So I went out to my car and peed in some bottles I had there. Just enough to take the pain away. I walked back in and they were calling my name. I went with the young woman and she asked if I was aware that they would be taking a hair sample. I said yes and urine sample too! She said no just hair sample. OH!! I told her that I was ready to go to the bathroom so I went in and did what I had to do. Totally insane! Just my luck!!

So thats what I have been up to for the last month or so. It's all good. Not sure what I would change!