what a life

I am not a happy camper of late! I am pretty sure that I lost my job with the corrections department. I am not even sure what the fuck anymore. I was a normal guy 6-7 months ago and now I am a pile of shit. The getting is tough and I am sure that I will come out on top eventually but when?

I tried to call the guy that gave me a polygraph and go over some stuff with him. Maybe that can clear up some things. I'm really not sure at this time. I have been hearing back from them after about a week. So, I am guessing that sometime next week I will be getting a phone call or letter telling me that I have been taken out of the running for the job. That sucks ass! That would have been my meal ticket out of white trashville.

I am a good guy that has fallen on some hard times. Nobody wants to see it that way. What a crock of shit. Sorry to be a Debbie Downer but I am a bit pissed off and feeling very much like a failure. All because of some polygraph machine. I was thinking that if I was lying it was from something from my youth.....10+ years ago. I am a pretty straight laced guy now. Fucking nuts. Polygraphs aren't even submitted into court are they? I will keep you posted!