words of wisdom

I would kist like to thank Kayten, Buckley and Lancelot for the encourging words. I must say that the the sites that Lancelot sent seem to be pretty inviting but also imtimidating as well. I will kick them around and probably send in an application to see what the hell comes of it. teh worst that will happen is they say NO! I can live with that more than I can with me not even trying.

I am sure that my wife will be pissed about this for a while but what does she think I am going I am going through here? I was the "bread winner" and now we may have nothing. That can take a lot out of a mans sails. I am confident enough to know that I will be ok with some hard work and dedication. I think it would be a lot better knowing that my wife had my back here. I wonder how she will feel when I do come out on top here and we possibly do better than we are now? Time will answer that.

When the doctors I work with found out they were pretty bummed out. They were a bit suprised to see me smile and laugh. What did they want me to do? I am not one to just sit and die. No woe is me pity party here. i just need to get up wipe myself off and make something happen. I am starting to get pissed about never finishing college about now though. But fuck, even then I wasn't gauranteed a job that would be great and you see people making 2-3 career chnages in a lifetime. This is my first career change! We'll see....

Again thanks!