fucking wonderful
Well looks like I am out of a job in 3 weeks. A bit harder to take since I should have known better and not under my terms. Wife is take it pretty well. I am sure she is pissed but she has hidden it well. I am sure it will surface in a dirty argument. I feel like shit! Now what the hell do I do?
Today during the run part I was so nervous I almost puked. My legs were jell-o. I missed my time by about 2 minutes. My foot was cramping big time and that hurt like a bitch. I am not one for excuses so I don't really have any. Maybe this is all happening for a reason. I am sure that I won't be able to find a job that paid as well as the navy so lifes little perks will have to take a backseat for a while.
Wondering what this will do to my life and marriage. I am sure the marriage will fall apart in a year or two and then I will be on my own. Mr. Positive here. I would imagine that I would move back to Minnesota where I have friends and family that can hook me up with something. The most important thing is I need a job with bennies. FUCK ME!!!
I will go and ponder my wonderful future. I made up my own mantra while hiking with the boy today. When placed in this high pressure situation, I have no choce but to succeed!
posted by cackmandu at 4:58 PM
4 Comments:
our mother was a hard worker and i also admire all single mothers...they create the best people in this world
April 20, 2005 7:14 PM
Well, you kinda wanted to leave anyway, right?
The deciding factor will be how you handle it. If you sit around all day counting the tiles on the ceiling, or you go out and get a job selling cars or at McDonalds JUST to have a job, while you look for something more long-term. I had a lot of friends whose marriages failed at the former. But she'd have nothing to complain about if you busted your ass until you found something new.
April 21, 2005 9:13 AM
Hang in there mate.
I can't tell how serious you really were, but surely you are more to your wife than your job and your paycheck.
The blogosphere is full of people who landed on their feet (/ass) with cushy do-nothing jobs and there must be more of them out there.
At least you have three weeks to surf the net to try and find one. What else are you going to be doing? Working? :-)
April 22, 2005 6:39 PM
http://washingtondc.craigslist.org/hea/69454040.html
you can do this...
or this...
http://washingtondc.craigslist.org/hea/69394217.html
go get 'em, bud.
April 23, 2005 11:06 AM
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