what a life

I hate this life that I lead of late! It has just gotten worse and I hate it! I think that I will be moving soon. Be heading to the Philly area. I have no choice as I am not able to get a job here and am lower than whale shit right now. It sucks because we should have moved to Minnesota back in May but we didn't have the balls to do it! Now we are royally fucked and will need to take hand outs from my in-laws. I hate that.

I think we will go stay with my brother-in-law for a while. It will be free and possibly a better area to find a decent job. We spent all of our savings on trying to stay alive and that has all dwindled away. I have had a few interviews here but obvioulsy nothing has panned out. Just sucks ass!

We would like to eventually move to Minnesota and make our dreams come true. Ideally we would love to live in the town of Ely, Minnesota. (I put up the link to the local radio station a few weeks back) By listening to the radio station I had found a 2 bedroom apartment for $400 a month, the first month rent being free. Then the next day I had found a job that paid $10/hr. But realistically we can't make the move now anyway.

So up no Philly I go for a while and get my affairs in order and make some money and build our nestegg up a bit and move back to Minnesota and work there for a while and save more money to head to Ely. This is my plan for the next 2 years. I am thinking if I can save a ton of money, I can be in Minnesota in the summer of 2007! I don't plan on staying at my bro-in-laws that whole time. I can only take so much of him.

Wish me luck and we'll see what happens! I had a decent interview yesterday but am hoping to hear back on 2 other jobs that pay crazy money for doing so little. I am hoping to hear from them soon. My lease here is up at the end of February. So I am thinking I will be out of here within the next few weeks.